There's no going back for any of us any more. Once we all have what we have, we'll always have it. And once we all realize this usually after we've come into recovery we'll all wish that we could be normal once again. Which is our way for all of us to say we don't like having what we all have. That ship has sailed for all of us, for any of us to ever be able to be normal ever again, and the best thing that all of us can now hope for from now is figuring out some way so we can learn to live with what we all have, because we're all going to have it for the rest of our lives. We were all warned in lot's different ways about having this to which all of us choose to ignore and now we all have it, and end up here in recovery. This is our last chance for each of us at having anything that resembles something like a normal life, but it really isn't because of all the things from now on we'll all have to do, that normal people don't have to do in order for them to stay alive. For us from now on this is the new norm for all of us, we either learn how to do these things in order for us to stay alive ourselves, while all of us still know we're anything but normal, or suffer the consequences that come to all of us if we don't. The choice is all of ours to make and hopefully we'll all do a better job in making this one then when we all choose to ignore all of the warnings, and because all of us did we either now learn how to live with what we have, or die from having it.