Liz,
In order to succeed at your sobriety, you have to dig deep and let go of resentments. Especially the one's that piss us off more then most.
Easier said than done.
They love you even though they have a ****ed up way of showing it, but nonetheless they do.
Now look within and take A DEEP LOOK and brought them to this point.
HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU SAY YOU WOULD STOP? HOW MANY PROMISES DID YOU BREAK? WHAT ABOUT YOUR SON? SHOULD HE BE SUBJECTED TO YOUR BULL**** AND DISEASE?
Hard medicine? Hell yeah it is? Words mean nothing as a alocolhic. Work and ACTION speak VOLUMES.
TIME FOR TOUGHT LOVE.
HOW BAD DO YOU WANT TO BE SOBER?
HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE YOUR SON?
**** THE REST OF THEM, they don't know about your struggle, BUT, YOU DO!
HOW BAD DO YOU WANT TO LIVE!?!?!?!?
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Someday - code for NEVER!
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