Early in recovery, I was told `It isn`t what you see in your dream, but how you feel while dreaming it.`
I had a dream of my sister and her family last night. I felt very hurt and and sad. At the end of the dream, they were drinking and it is like they don`t have anything to do with me, because they drink and I don`t, so not sure if it is to keep from triggering me, guilt, shame, and don`t realize I have no problems with them drinking as long as they do it responsibly. I think of the Sunday School song, `Don`t hide it under a bushel.` If you have to hide it, it can`t be good.
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Love always,
Jo
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